my heart...

Things never work out the way I ever plan. Maybe thats the key..its me and not God. I had all the ideas on how my life would work out and it seems that none of them are that way. I never thought that having another child would be so difficult. I never thought that money would be such an issue. I mean I grew up having nothing so maybe I should expect anything...I wish I had a house. I wish I had a understanding why school is taking forever to graduate! I wish I didn't work at BWW. I wish I didn't have to serve. I wish I could be a stay at home mom with Riley. I wish I could just have another baby! I wish I didn't get migraines. I wish my daughter had her own room back. I wish my husband liked his job. I wish he made more money. I wish insurance wasn't a pain in the butt.

With all that said...I'm not in a bad mood. I'm not saying I have a bad life. I enjoy most of my life. I just get down sometimes! I think thats okay right?