christmas

I was reading a friend of mines blog and it reminded me just how much I hate christmas. I truly do....If you have ever had a conversation with me you know I hate christmas. I hate having to go to all of my parents houses, and every year one set of parents gets pissed at me. Everything is about buying gifts and showing up somewhere. I hate it. Having seriously 14 christmas parties, I am obligated to go to sucks. As it is, I have a very busy schedule, how am I suppose to fill in all these additional things. I have a very bad attitude as it comes to christmas. I just wish for one year, I could not think about what I have to do or where I need to be.
Christmas is about Jesus. I always forget this every year. In between the anger and the frustration, and the drinking, and the parties, and the gifts, i always forget. I'm not saying this is an excuse, its just the truth.

I already have a few friends upset with me, because I simply am not available. I really want to be av liable. I just can't be. Stupid Christmas. I'm thinking though..maybe it would be better, if I was just away, things would be better. So to conclude I'm simply just hate christmas!