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Back to bloggin....I stoped my blog before, well for a stupid reason. Some people hurt my feelings, cause they didn't like what I had to say, and I caved. It took a long time for me to set this back up, well because I wasn't confident enough to do it. After lots of time, and prayer, here I am. I am not perfect, but I can't care what other people think about my blog. I don't do this for other people i do it for me, cause I enjoy it. So, if you have a problem with my blog in the future, or something I say in my blog do one of two things.... 1. tell me about it to my face, and we will talk, no problem! 2. if you don't want to talk about to my face, well....don't read my blog. Just stop, its that simple. Its mine and if you don't like it well not my problem. ( I know im really mature, let me tell you ha)

UPDATES in my life: I joined TaeKwonDo, and thus far its amazing. I have a hard time cause there are a lot of either blackbelts or almost blackbelts, and I am the ONLY white belt. BUT NOT FOR LONG! I am testing for my next belt, wish me luck! Which then makes me the only yellow belt. (But thats besides the point) I love what it is doing for my confidence.

I don't work at chilis anymore! I finally got out of that place. I didn't think it was possible. Ha! But I did it! Life after Chilis is amazing for those of you who keep asking. I wish I didn't have to still serve, but you get the point. Another thing is I quit the nanny thing. I love my time with Riley. She is going to preschool at the end of August, so...I want to spend at much time with her! Can't believe my baby girl is going to preschool! CRAZY! But I love how happy she will be there. My little social butterfly! ( i know you wonder where she gets that from)

Missional....I have a very missional mindset at this point. Hopefully it will be permanent. You ask what do I mean by this, I mean I am here for whatever God needs me to be here for. He just wants me to be out in the community and listening. I have done a ton of healing lately within myself. I say I, what I mean is God has helped me with this process. The funny thing is I hear him then say well gee if you would of given me all your trust to begin with you wouldn't be where I was! Oh man im so nieve. I'm going threw the book of acts right now. What a great book. It helps me realise what God means to be missional. Ask me what I think about Saul/paul. I will give you a mouthful be aware. Thankfully God has given a shove of this new outlook of being missional to my husband to. (along with my church and a lot of my friends) But sometimes mike and I don't always have the same "processes" that church is going on, and this time for once we do! I love Pastor Mike and where God is using him to take his church. His family has been threw some major garbage but I love how their faith keeps on goin!

Okay I think thats enough...I'll be around...